hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007, 12:36 PM
today was a fucked up day
sch blah blah,was kinda moody
claralala,take care.haiz,y did u leave sch. /:
daddy picked me up an hr late.
my sis and mummy were in the car(shocking)
we all went out(i hve no idea why)
sis got basketball shoes.
i was looking for nice shoes,but im picky.
so no,i didnt find any nice ones.
i only liked this nike one which i saw at tanglin
1)i wanted to buy this orange and white shorts.
BUT NO,they dont hve small.
2)i wanted to buy lollipop.atleast tt'l cheer me up.
BUT NO,they dont hve vanilla.
3)the ice cream tt i wanted,andersons.
they didnt hve the flavour i like!
4)i dropped my phone. the batt and cover came off /:
5)my daddy actually brought me to tanglin to buy tt $15o nike shoe.he said tt its ok if i cant wear it in sch(cos its red,grey and black)as long as i like it.and i was so excited.BUT NO,its for guys. *^%$#$%^&
6)my leg suddenly hurts shit again.i tink im torturing it too much.whatever.
7)i got news tt 'that spikey thing' fell off.(doesnt matter to u,but it mattered to me)
by this time,i felt real sad.
my lifes full of the stupidest crap
and wen he was actually gonna spend alot of money on me today.i just cldnt find anythin i liked!cos everythin i did,wasnt there.i didnt even make a sound in the car on our way hme.normally he cld make me laugh super easily even wen i was angry or sad.but no,not this time.cos all i cld think about was all the stupid things and the people around me.
how much can a person take?coming to think of it,i was fine bfe term2.now im in a mess.
fuck everyone. )':
i now noe u like seeing me sad.
so smile,uve got wad u wanted.
it fell?u never realli wanted it anyway
and besides,arent u happy its gone?bet u are.
it probably fell down cos it didnt get any of ur attention
it probably went days or even weeks without being noticed by u
"finally fell?"it just goes to show how much u actually cared about it.bet it didnt mean a thing.
as ive said,dont ask me if im ok if u dont care
if i fell in front of u,dont bother lookin at me
cos i noe u dont care
why bother to pretend like u care?
nobody's watching,
dont worry.
I'm not crazyI'm just a little unwellI know right now
you can't tellBut
stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A
different side of me
I'm not crazyI'm just a little impairedI know right now
you don't careBut
soon enough you're gonna think of meAnd
how I used to beas ive said weeks ago,im not crazy,im just a little unwell.really want tt shoe,daddy said i cld buy it if i realli wanted.but wads the pt wen its gonna be uncomfortable?ohh and i found out my sis didnt noe wad was guava and wad was jackfruit.*shakes head.(she doesnt eat fruits and vegetables)my hearts crushed by ur actions.or shld i say words.i give up trying.cos clearly,ure not even going to try.nite all.